lol, osker soothed and healed my dilemma, though i'm not sure if you'd call it that l4wlz
anyways, merry belated christmas!
what did little vince & i do for christmas?
we played halo 2 together, role playing.
he was johnson, with a dirty dark past who's wife died of gonorrhea
i was henson, some faggot hick
i went yeehaw, as i drove vehicles into pillars (not even on purpose)
it was pretty fun until his game didn't let us pass a certain stage because it's scratched
it's pretty neat that he fixed his xbox himself
uhh, let's see
what's been going on lately
i tried shrooms and found a smelly mexican in a closet along with a thing. star wars pictures yay
i drank by myself on christmas eve lol
umm. i slamdanced myself into oblivion and lost my shoe but made some guy pick it up
i s3x0r3d sked
picked up my brother from a place i was hoping not to return to for a while
got a job interview, and i think i might actually have a job soon. though it's sorta lame @_@ tips are good though?

i saw brennen's mom yesterday and hung out for a few minutes
i was wondering a while ago about that, thinking it's gotta feel pretty bad around christmas. i wanted to sneak up to their house and look into brennen's window too. but i don't know, i don't know what i'd do if there was nothing in there. and i really would not know what to do if it looked exactly the same.

anyways, uhhh. sorta hanging out here and there, but i sorta feel like i don't really belong here and there or maybe here and there doesn't belong for me. just feel out of place and pretty friendless. like i speak a language that's so different from the rest of the world. i guess because i feel like i don't really belong or if there's no place for me then i feel a bit rejected. and then i get mad and reject back. or that's usually the case with most people right? how some people reject society.
i know my peaceful place, i found it a few years ago. the place where i feel most calm. it was this really bright white, quiet room. it was so bright it was glowing and i guess i felt like i was the only one who existed. or maybe that it was a place that existed for me, and ever since then i always imagined it as my peaceful place. i think most people have these right? a certain memory or nostalgic moment. those are nice :]


oh for christmas, bekah got me two books :] umm my parents gave me some cash so i got a game and two shirts and that was it.

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